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I told you once, That i would love you forever. You took advantage of that, And left me here to die. The love i had is still there, You were never forgotten. The thoughts still plague me, The memories still last. I think of your face, I see the happiness we once shared. But with the happy thoughts, Comes all the pain you've brought. I can't stand to see you, The look upon your face. It kills me to think, We shared happiness once. I hate to love you, And love to hate you. But no matter how i feel, The one I'm thinking about it you. I wish the pain away, But still it stays. I pray the memories away, But still they stay.

The Words you said to me, The actions you showed towards me, The feelings you said you had, Are all gone. The way you looked at me, The way your eyes glazed over. I see them forever in my mind, The beauty of them, never forgotten. The memories i hold on to, Are just that...memories. They dont change, they remain the same, But somehow, I don't want them to. The words you said, Were only half true. The way you acted with me, Was only skin deep. The lies you told me, I believed them all. The hollow truths, I believed them all. I took what you said to heart, I held them close to me. They remain til' the end, Til' the end of

I am entranced by your eyes, Lost in the softness of your voice. I now know what it really is, To know what love means. The love i feel towards you, Is the real thing. I love you, And forever will. This feeling is relentless, It doesn't let me go. The ruthless struggle to break free, Is all futile. I know that things, Could have been better. I must admit, It was my fault. It was me who was obsessed, Me who said those sacred words. The words that were like bullets, They struck you right where it mattered, I killed you with words. The struggle i go through, Is a constant affair. Letting go of you, Is the hardest thing to

He loved her; She had no idea. He couldn't help but say it; The words that would hurt most. He always wanted it to be; The one thiing to make him happy. She did want to hurt him; It was the one thing that did hurt. Eventually you'll find nothing is real, she said to him. Feelings dont always last. He knew they would, though. The endless nights of tossing and turning, the memories were plagues. hurting him as he slept, and when he was awake. Friends didnt solve anything, Family was not an option. Love was the answer, But with who was the question. Sometimes he cried knowing it could never be. now hes broken and thinking

She lies alone. Depressed and crying. Noone cares to help her. She's all alone. She thinks about him, Night and day. He came along to help, But all he did was leave. Day by day, She lies and waits. For the one she loves, But he doesn't come. Inside the doorway, She stares into the darkness. Noone there to help her, She lies alone. She knows he's not for her, But still the thoughts linger. She thinks about him day by day In tears, for pain. She needs someone Who cares. Someone not to lie, But she never finds him. Little does she know, Her perfect partner, Is standing in front of her. The one to end the pain. He is e

How Ilived my life with you, Is beyond me. But somehow i managed. And it will never happen again. I've never gone away, Away from you. I need you in my life, I need you to live. I want to be with you, Be with you forever. To be happy, Once and for all. True happiness Lies inside you. True happiness Is with you. The one i think about More than any other. The one i want to hold Instead of any other. You see what you want, I am him. I see what I need, You are just that. I see future in your eyes. I feel healing in your touch. I hear warmth in your voice. I become weak at the sight of you. I've drempt of the day I'd

The pain i am receding, remains with me til the end. I am blessed, but haunted, with my last memory of you. I remember the times when we would just talk. Talk until the sun came up, about everything, but about nothing. What seemed like an ordinary day to you, was a million memories for me. I can still feel your touch, and every movement you make. I have you memorized, the way you walk, talk and act. I see those gorgeous eyes of yours in each thought i get. As the tear slowly falls down your beautiful face, I know i have done wrong. But the only thing i did wrong, was go too fast, too much. I told many the way i felt, many

Open to the elements, I wear my heart on my sleeve. Unprotected and weak. I chose this, I choose not to leave. In shambles I lay, Attempting to cease my existence. There is nothing better than this, This is my life, my masterpiece, my downfall. I reach for outstretched arms, Only to be pushed away, further once again. I ask for help from all, But few answered my cries. I burn with this passion for that one, But they didn't feel the same. I have all but forgotten those days, These days, I live in hatred and pain. I remember what life was like before this, Happier times, happier surroundings. With age came many misunderstandi